The toughest part of life it is;
Never would I be like this on my knees;
I have cried thinking I will painfully die;
but comes a new day and I know I have to try;
It hurts when you love someone who is away;
but you hurt my feelings and led me astray;
I feel anger at you and myself for doing this;
Were you lying all the time while praising my kiss?
Were all my feelings one big joke to you?
I guess what you were, I never really knew;
I wish I could say some good has come of all this;
But I feel like awakening from a nightmare into the abyss;
Life is a tough journey for me now;
Even after all you did I feel it was easier with you being there somehow;
I ponder the importance in my life of this all;
At least I am not waiting any more for you to call...