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This is not a story,
neither is it a myth. This is something that really happened, although
you might feel that it's a fantasy. As you know, I am sure, that certain
fantasies can be realities and certain realities can be fantasies. It
happened years ago, I still remember the day and the date of its occurrence
in the present system, as we never had any system to count days and years
then. It is now the day for workers, and the communists call it the International
Day for Workers. To me this fact carries no significance, as I am neither
a communist nor an anti-communist. I was living in that city of the world,
which many of you may have only heard of. It was full of flowering plants,
where clear streams used to sing in their courses, where the soft touch
of the cool winds cleansed the mind and above all it was the Garden created
by God, you now call it Eden. The garden was not simply a garden. But
was also an orchard, an orchard where trees gave fruits that were more
than enough for my survival and life was complete and pleasant for me
then, as I was second to God, my creator, and I was the only one that
God created in his own looks. I was named Adam.
I know that you have
doubts while reading this, but friends, patience pays, and I still vouch
that this is genuine. The fact is that I don't know anything before the
date I mentioned earlier. I was not aware of the beauty of the garden
in which I lived, the might of my Lord, about the universe, its movements
and politics and I was living without knowing anything of that sort and
I never had anything called hunger, sleep and the like. You may have read
all this in your scripture but I am sure you may have read the other version.
My Lord, the creator, was really happy about me as a creation and he decided
to give me a partner as a token for my good deeds. I didn't know what
loneliness was then and hence cannot state my mental state. One evening
he came to the garden, as he usually did, and asked about my well-being
and said, "I'll give you a partner with whom you could live happily
and could rule this world." I was happy and felt that something special
would happen soon.
Next day he came
down again with all preparations and asked me to sit before him, close
my eyes, and meditate. He rubbed gently on my back and took a rib from
the left side of my body and created another human, and asked me to open
my eyes. It made no difference to me. He said, "Lo, this is for you.
Both of you can live in this garden happily and rule the world. But remember
that there is a tree here called the tree of life near the Tigris and
you should never eat the fruit of that tree." I agreed and she too
did as there was no need for us to disagree, and he asked me to give a
name to my partner. I thought hard and hard, and called her 'Charu'- the
meaning of which I still don't know. Both of us laughed with each other
and started to live our lives and it was as it had been earlier.
Days must have passed
and one day Charu came to me and said, "Adam, do you want to live
like our God?"
"How?"
I asked.
"There is a
tree of life here in this garden over the stream of Tigris, which carries
a fruit of knowledge that gives the strength and capacity of godliness."
Astonished, I asked,
"Isn't it the same tree that God has said not to entertain?"
"Yes,"
she replied.
"And from where
did you get this information?"
"There is a
friend of ours in this garden who is an enemy of God. He said this to
me."
Both of us went near
the stream of Tigris and she asked me to climb the tree of life and get
the fruits, which I did and we ate them and they tasted sweet (it was
my first experience of sweetness).
While we were eating
the fruit, Nature changed and it started to pour heavily with thunder
and lightning. For the first time after my creation I was frightened and
was concerned about Charu, my partner who from then has gained supremacy
over my Lord.
God came to the garden
just then and spoke to us with anger, "You have ruined yourself by
consuming the fruit. From now onwards you shall suffer and wander on earth
with all pain and chores." I pleaded not guilty but it generated
no result in him.
The date of this
event was May 1st and this is the day I could not forget in my life. Life
after the same although was painful as God predicted, is as sweet - something
I cannot explain. Now thanks to the fruit, to Satan, my life has a meaning,
has an aim, has aspirations and there is a cause for my life, compared
to the life I had before the consumption of the forbidden fruit, where
I was living without any emotions, any ambitions. This life after May
1st is that which I like and love to live.
Now years have passed
and I am still living with great enterprise and spirit, and the world
and its pain and troubles are nothing to me, as I now live for Charu,
who has given me the strength and seed of life, the sweetness and sourness
of life; in short she is to me Life.
You might be wondering
what happened to me on May 1st. It's the day my Charu and I accepted our
love for each other. The path of true love is exactly like the path to
that forbidden fruit - full of suffering, pain, hardships and what not.
But still there is also something else to it - a sweetness that makes
all that endurable and fills the heart with a deep desire to live, or
should I say struggle to live.
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