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Maggie was still
by his side. Glen looked normal again. So did Maggie. Glen's mind had
never been so flummoxed. He wiped his sweaty forehead with his sweaty
palm. His computing system had hung.
Maggie brought him
a glass of water. It tasted like acid.
"You were drinking
last night?" asked Maggie.
No reply.
"Glen?"
A feeble "Yes"
emanated from Glen's throat.
Maggie was silent
for what felt like ten minutes. Glen had another go at the water. His
abdomen felt like a car battery, heavy and full of acid.
"Stan's mother
called," informed Maggie, still staring unsurely at Glen.
Glen went for the
phone. "Hello... Aunty? Just got up
no, just a bad throat,
nothing much
the plaster's coming off day after tomorrow
yeah,
can I see you, Aunty? This evening, if you are not bu-
seven is
fine
no, she won't be coming." Glen glanced at Maggie. She
was again pretending to read a magazine.
"Bye
is
there anything I can bring
oh, ok
see you." He clamped
back the receiver.
"Breakfast?"
inquired Maggie.
"OK," nodded
Glen.
The hot coffee was
welcome. The darkness outside the window hid all the snow that had fallen
that morning.
"How's the coffee?"
asked Stan's mother.
Her voice sounded
softer than it had been before. The white in her gray hair had become
more prominent. But she had smiled when Glen stood outside the door that
evening, not a hint of tears.
"It's good."
Stan's mother had
her hands in her lap, her usual posture. Glen sipped the remaining coffee
slowly, thinking where and how to begin.
"How about a
pastry? Or an éclair maybe?"
"No, no, Aunty.
The last few weeks have been quite hellish for me." Glen kept the
cup down. "I feel like I'm not living my life anymore, surely none
of the one life I used to live. I'm being dragged someplace I don't want
to go." Glen was trying hard to find the words. He looked in her
eyes, the hint of tear loomed.
"Yesterday I
had a dream," whispered Glen. "I saw Stan; the same night."
Glen shook his head. "Aunty, how did he die?" Tears gushed down
his cheeks.
Aunty was startled.
"What are yo-"
"How did he
die? Of what?" asked Glen again.
"Heart failure,"
Aunty managed to squeak.
"Who brought
him, us there?" tentatively proceeded Glen even as the tears reached
his collar.
Aunty's tears were
running wild over her face like rivulets down a delta plain. "What'll
you gain out of this, son? Scratching sore wounds doesn't help,"
she tried to reason.
But Glen's mind had
lost the capacity to reason. At least for now. "I saw something in
my dream
" he went on.
"You both were
found by a Mack driver some four hours after. It took half an hour more
to get you to the hospital," sobbed Aunty.
"Are you sure?"
doubted Glen. His brain was racking furiously - to whom would he go next?
"The police
told us that," Aunty looked up. She had been staring at her hands
in her lap, a little guilty that Glen didn't know.
"What did you
see?" Aunty tried to sound interested in Glen's dream. So what if
it was just a nightmare? It would take some time for him to heal mentally.
That night Glen cogitated.
What was he chasing? A non-existent fleeting serpent that would only sting
him when he caught up finally with it? Maggie was uneasy about Glen that
night. So was Glen.
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