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We saw
him sitting in his room all alone and brooding over something. His room
was adjacent to ours in Hotel Sea Breeze, facing the beach at Puri, where
we, my wife and I, had gone on a holiday. He would not open his door and
even the windows were half-closed, but we could see from above the curtains
that he was sitting there like a statue, staring at the ceiling.
It seemed
odd that somebody would go to a tourist resort and shut himself up the
whole day instead of enjoying a stroll on the beach, a swim in the sea
or seeing places of interest. Was he a fugitive hiding from the outside
world, a disappointed lover about to take his own life or a burglar planning
his next move? I was curious but an investigation early in the day would
upset our plans of sightseeing and I preferred to do it later.
When
we returned in the evening we had just half-an-hour left to check out
and I told my wife to pack our bags while I went and talked to the stranger
in the next room. He was sitting much the same as we saw in the morning;
on hearing my gentle knock, he opened the door and ushered me in.
"So,
you are curious to know why I spent the whole day sitting here? Well,
if you have enough time I shall you; it is a long story." He continued,
"I have not been able to overcome my feelings for my wife even though
five years have passed since her death. During the ten years we were married,
we used to come to this hotel on every wedding anniversary which falls
on December 6th and if you care to see the calendar, it is the same day
today. Even after her death, I continued to come here alone, on December
6th, sitting and thinking of her and not moving out. This gives me a sort
of satisfaction, a sort of togetherness with her."
He paused
for a long time, perhaps he forgot I was sitting opposite him.
"Sorry
for the break," he said. "Both my daughters were small at the
time of their mother's death. I married again, so that they could be looked
after. I have never been close to my second wife, mentally or physically,
though she has been taking care of my children well. The thought of my
first wife stands as a barrier between us. I know, in her frustration,
she has been seeing one of her old classmates, a bachelor, but I couldn't
care less. I don't blame her for that. None can replace my first wife
so far as I am concerned - the softness of her sari, the warmth of her
body, the fragrance of her breath."
I told
him my time was up and I had to go; I would come again some other year
on December 6th and listen to the rest of the tale. I went to our room,
we picked up the bags and left.
It was
twenty years later that we visited Puri again. We had timed it such that
we would be there on December 6th, and I would be able to see my friend
and hear the rest of his story.
True
to his word, he was there, sitting motionless and staring at the ceiling.
He had grown old; instead of the young man we saw earlier, a grey-haired
man was sitting there. He was glad when I intruded on his privacy again,
it gave him a chance to unburden his thoughts.
"Many
things happened after I saw you last," he said. "As soon as
both my daughters graduated, my second wife left me and joined her lover.
I must thank her for her sense of duty in getting the children well educated
before she left. Both the girls are now happily married and settled in
their new homes."
He paused
again. "I don't feel lonely at all," he continued before I took
leave of him. "The thought of my first wife sustains me."
When
we left Puri at the end of the holiday, I had the satisfaction that the
stranger's story had been completed. I also wondered whether I would have
the same feelings for my wife after her death.
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