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It's 5:30 in the
morning. The first bus roars past towards Sarat Bose Road - its empty
seats rattling. Dawn breaks as I open my eyes. The morning rays don't
touch my room, but the light enters from the top part of the window, which
the curtain fails to cover. It falls on the ceiling fan. I lie still;
my eyes fixed on the fan. The light falling on the rotating fan has a
troubling effect on my eyes - like a thousand sticks revolving around
the wobbling head of the fan. There is a sticker on the head. My head
starts whirling. I shut my eyes tight - a bit scared.
The traffic outside
increases. An auto rickshaw chugs along. A taxi hurtles past with a rattle
and a growl. A bike wheezes past. A cycle rickshaw tinkles its bell. A
solitary human rickshaw saunters past - the distinct sleigh bell on his
middle finger telling its pace - perhaps to catch the regular early office
goers.
I get lost in this
cacophony of sounds. The honking is yet to start. The tempo of the sounds
rises slowly - like a raag unfolding from Vilambit through
Madhya to Druut. My neighbour has woken up. An opaque glass
window separates his bathroom and mine. He switches on the light. The
sound of urine breaks the silence and later the wrestling with the flush
heralds the morning.
It's 6:30 a.m. My
alarm rings. I get up, wash my teeth and await the tea. As I open the
door, a whiff of morning air breezes in. My body is riffraff, the cold
sending shivers down the spine - almost vicarious. My room's window overlooks
a building, which is so near, I can touch it. There are a few potted plants
on its terrace. A man comes up, sprinkles water on the leaves and goes
back. The lady downstairs has started washing her clothes - the synchronised
banging of the clothes cannot be achieved by a man.
I take the tea to
the balcony. My skin is covered with small white dried spots. The air
is taking revenge. I need to massage oil on my skin. Tonight - positively!
The balcony overlooks
the Hazra road. The bungalow opposite has just woken up. The servants
however have already started cleaning the driveway. There is a small barber's
shop on the footpath. Early in the morning, it is stark naked. A couple
of stones, which the barber would use to squat upon and a broken foam-covered
wooden seat, where his customers would sit in front of him. The seat is
tied to a wooden pole. Along with three others, the pole holds a tarpaulin,
fully covered with dust. Across this hutment, is a tube-well. It's always
crowded with people, who are always washing something or the other. Right
now it's standing like a lamppost, as the 'owners' are asleep on the stony
floor nearby. There is a bigger stall near the tube-well, like the barber's.
Later it would be a crowded teashop run by the people sleeping next to
it.
There are some pigeons
playing around. One of them with its chest strutting out tries to be a
majestic nuisance. Others ignore him. Two of them fly away from the flock
and sit on my neighbour's balcony. They kiss, in the only way birds can,
by interweaving their beaks. One of them, presumably male, pecks at her
neck and then sits upon it and flaps its wings wildly. In childhood, I
used to feel they were fighting and the one below has lost. The whole
drama from courting to marriage to copulation gets over in ten minutes.
And they fly away. The walls seem like modern art paintings - with their
droppings strewn on it.
My building has a
bank below it - UCO bank. I always see it closed. There is a cage in the
wall of bank, where an idol of Venkateshwara is standing with eyes closed
and hands on the hips- South Indian style. Some invisible person changes
the garland everyday. Venkateshwara stands there - alone; looks at everything
that goes on, like Jesus standing at the Mahim Church.
Couples are returning
from their morning walk. Perhaps they talk about the few good times, few
bad times that they have shared. The greying hair and content on their
faces speak a lot. I should also go for a morning walk or join the local
gym. Tomorrow.
A sweeper is sweeping
the footpath. There is a heap of sand on the opposite footpath. A couple
of dogs and a beggar sleep on it. The day has seen the sand spread around.
The sweeper awakens them. Calcutta is a city of dust. Throughout the day,
dust gathers at almost each conceivable place, even your nails. A house
in Kolkata must need two dustings a day - at least. That would irritate
my mother.
The sweeper tries
to push the sand back to the dune - tries to compact it as much as he
can. He proceeds ahead and reaches the end of the footpath. He stops,
and looks back. The dogs and the beggar are back to their place. A stray
feather, a piece of yesterday's newspaper and some dry leaves are strewn
on the footpath. He saunters ahead - perhaps exasperated, perhaps not!
Maybe he has accepted the inevitability of dust - like Hemingway's Old
Man. Another sweeper walks past. He has a huge sack of garbage on his
back and is half bent. He reminds me of Hercules.
"Pyaeparr
Newspyaepurrrr." It's 7:15 as the Times of India arrives. I buy one,
glance through the headlines and keep it aside - for reading in the bus.
I get ready, slowly, as I have all the time in the world. The mirror is
half covered with rust and half with dirt. I strain to see my face in
it. There are six different bindis - of wives who switched the mirror
for their husband and forgot to switch it back. I look at my face - two
cuts, the aftershave burns.
It's 8:15 a.m. I
get down. The dhobi is coming up. I need to ask him for my clothes. Tomorrow.
I walk down the road.
The small by-lane is dug up. Amidst boards of "Keep Away. Work in
Progress," it lies deserted. The width of these boards allows "Inconvenience
Regretted" to be painted as "Inconvenience Regetted" or
"Inconvenience Regreted" or "Inconvenence Regretted."
This is a common sight in Kolkata. New cables are always being laid, or
new telephone lines are being laid or new bridges are being constructed.
Sometimes an underground pipe that does not function is being replaced
with another that does not work.
The shops are just
opening. The servants clean the dust on the pavement in front of their
shops and push it over the footpath on to the road. They sprinkle water
on the pavements. The water spreads the dust in the air. Tube-wells at
frequent intervals will turn the dust to mud during the day. Garbage is
being burnt. Black burnt pieces of paper and the floating dust particles
make my eyes burn.
There are barbers
lined on the road. They squat on their legs with a brick to support their
seats, while the customer sits with a mirror - fully lathered. Some of
them are inspecting their beards and moustaches from various angles before
paying up. There are cobblers that line up the opposite footpath, with
an array of brushes and plastic containers. They don't bang the brush,
but only look at the shoes and then the wearer in the hope that one would
stop and get one's shoes polished. One of them looks at my shoes and expectantly
at me. Tomorrow.
The Hazra crossing
is wide-awake. Trams rattle by and bus drivers shout - "Godyahat..
Godyahat" or "Mintoo Park. Hawda." The policemen
are yet to arrive. The drivers aren't following the signals. Vehicles
ram into each other at the crossing as tempers flare. A majority of the
drivers are turbaned Sikhs. For some unfathomably Sikh reason, the Sardar
manages to enter the transport business wherever he goes. Taxi men are
in the biggest hurry.
Fruit vendors are
just laying down their wares, while the teashops are doing roaring business.
Teacups are strewn around. There is a temple at the corner, where Goddess
Kali is being worshipped amidst prayers. An orchestra is playing with
drums of various sizes, shapes and sounds.
A newspaper vendor
is laying out newspapers - systematically for the passer-by to read. I
join the crowd. College students have started moving towards Ashutosh
College or disappear into Jatin Das terminal for catching the Metro. Office
goers are packed into buses, mini-buses, trams and autos.
I stand at the bus
stop. I await my bus.
The morning has arrived.
Life is moving on.
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